I suffer from severe clinical depression, and self harm helps me to forget the torment?

By Catriona|zyban depression

Well today i was just diasogned(sp?) with clinical depression
but the thing is that i have had it since 12 years old and never knew it was depression until 16
i have always thought of death and that life is bs but never once have i tried to cut myself.
But i understand since i still dig my nails into my skin
If u rellie want to cut urself that bad, the only safe slot i can think is the hands/ fingers do not do ur feet
because that’s where most of the veins cross or so was told